Friday, April 26, 2013

Word Sketch


Brendan McMorrow
Mr. Barnes
+ English III
6 December 2012
Word Sketch
Even before the light of the Sun enters my room, I am unwilling startled into consciousness by the all too familiar sound of sirens. Shortly after rising from my slumber, the object responsible for my rude awakening is shoved into the bottom of my pocket, where it will remain for most of my waking hours. Suddenly, I feel a vibration — every so softly against my right leg — and my heartbeat quickens […]. A surge of endorphins rush through my brain as I struggle to get the slab of glass and aluminum out of its denim prison. With my hand pressed firmly against its anodized sides, my thumb brushes against against the flawless glass as it searches for the small dimple I know will bring the black slate to life. My thumb slips down onto the slightly recessed plastic circle. Suddenly, a multitude of colors bursts forth through the blackness and I see the name that was responsible for the […] vibration a few seconds earlier. My thumb […] effortlessly manipulates the vibrant light protruding from behind the wall of glass, and eventually send a message racing through the airwaves to its lucky recipient. With my mission complete, what was previously only a tool captures my full attention. The charcoal, metallic outer ring combines with the pitch black glass to form a frame that the likes of Leonardo Da Vinci would be proud to hang a painting within. However, it is merely a frame; a sideshow compared to the resplendent beauty that the display commands. The dazzling array of lights race up to meet my eyes, flooding my retina with a brilliant shower of color. I take a few moments more to soak up its elegance before I return it to my pocket, where it will rest until I can find another excuse to pull it out again.

Don't Quit


Brendan McMorrow
Mr. Barnes
+ English III
25 April 2013
Don’t Quit
Edgar A. Guest

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh
When care is pressing you down a bit
Rest if you must, but don't you quit. 


Life is queer with its twists and turns
As every one of us sometimes learns
And many a fellow turns about
When he might have won, had he stuck it out. 

Don't give up though the pace seems slow
You may succeed with another blow. 
Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup;
And he learned too late when the night came down
How close he was to the golden crown. 
Success is failure turned inside out
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt
And you never can tell how close you are
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit. 

When I first heard this poem, I immediately thought of myself. There have been so many times in life that I have wanted to just quit whatever I was doing, whether it be writing an english essay or reading an english book. Or running a cross country race or basically anything that happened last year. Yet every time I have refused to let myself quit. I think the last stanza of the poem is especially relevant to me, because I have learned that no matter how bleak something may look, it too will pass. 

If


Brendan McMorrow
Mr. Barnes
+ English III
25 April 2013
If
Rudyard Kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

I am still not really sure who I am, which is why I like this poem so much. It is about being your own man, believing in yourself and having the courage to stand by your decisions. It helped me realize that I don’t need to worry about who I am, because I am me! As long as I have the courage to stand by my decisions and believe in myself that is all I really need. There have been times in my life when I did not have to courage to standup for myself, and whenever I am in that position I always think of this poem.

Transition


Brendan McMorrow
Mr Barnes
+ English III
25 April 2013

Transition by Helena Wierzbicki
I chose to include this sort of unusual piece of art in my IP because I think it best answers the question of “Who am I”. Much in the same way that the face is not fully developed, I am not not fully developed. I am just begging to take shape, figuring out who I am, what I want to be. It is this for this reason that I chose this picture. By selecting a painting without a clear meaning, I avoid having to decide who I am because I do not know yet.

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Sivilized


Brendan McMorrow
Mr. Barnes
+ English III
1 April 2013
Sivilized
Thesis: Twain uses the attempts to civilize Huck, the satirization of the southern slave culture, and Tom Sawyer’s civilized knowledge to show that just because something is accepted in society does not mean that it is right.
Throughout the novel, people are constantly trying to force their personal beliefs onto Huck. Or as he calls it, “sivilize” him. Within the first few pages, Miss Watson is already to teach Huck about religion, but Huck quickly decides that he “don’t take not stock in dead people” (Twain 2). She also tries to make him behave the way she wants, making sure he doesn’t “gap and stretch” the wrong way (2). Regardless of Miss Watson’s attempts, Huck “[likes] the old ways best” and reverts to them as soon as possible (15). With these failed attempts at civilizing Huck, Twain is establishing that Huck isn’t afraid to go against what society accepts as correct, wether it be religion, manners, etc. Huck’s ability to make decisions for himself based on what makes sense to him, not on what society tells him, allows Mark Twain to highlight how ridiculous some parts of civilization are.
Twain uses the slave culture prominent throughout the South to show just how wrong society can be. During Huck and Jim’s adventures down the Mississippi River  Huck starts to realize that Jim is actually a person and not just a n*****, as society would have him believe. Huck says he “knowed [Jim] was white inside”, meaning he respects Jim as an equal (276). Jim’s love for his family, and willingness to sacrifice his freedom for Tom’s safety make the slave culture seem absurd to the reader. Huck seems to be the only one who can see this. In what some consider to be the climax of the entire novel, Huck decides, “Alright then, I’ll go to hell” (215). This is Huck’s shining moment. He outright rejects everything society has tried to force upon him—slavery, religion, morality— because he believes that his friendship with Jim, a black slave, is more important that what white society tells him is right. It is almost humorous because it is so obvious to the audience that Huck is right. This is Twain’s best example of a societal flaw, and clearly shows that Huck is able to ignore what society thinks and determine right and wrong based on his own ideas.
The concept that what society accepts as right can be wrong is not unique to slavery. To prove this, Twain uses Huck’s ability to make judgements independently and his foil, the “sivilized” Tom Sawyer. 

Sunday, October 28, 2012

John Proctor as a Tragic Hero


Brendan McMorrow
Mr. Barnes
  • English III
25 October 2012
John Proctor as a Tragic Hero

“A man cannot become a hero until he can see the root of his own downfall”. This famous quote from Aristotle highlights one of the main reasons tragedies were create in the first place; to show us mortals our flaws so that we can learn from them. John Proctor, from the tragedy The Crucible by Arthur Miller, is a prime example of a “tragic hero”. He starts off the play as a respected and successful farmer whose main focus is himself above all else. While the Salem witch trials highlight this flaw, they also give John the opportunity to overcome it and prove to the world that he is willing to put others before himself, making his eventual death the tragic event it is meant to be and evoke catharsis in the audience, proving that John Proctor is indeed a tragic hero.
In order to qualify as a “tragic hero”, there are certain characteristics that must be met. According to Aristotle, a tragic hero usually comes from a position of nobility or is a well respected individual. While John Proctor is certainly not from nobility, he certainly was a well respected member of his community. He had a house and worked hard to provide his family with everything they needed. On page 49, John comes back from plowing his fields after a hard day’s work, and his house is described as large and decorated with curtains and a fireplace, occupied by his wife and two children, and there is even a hot dinner waiting for him (Miller). It is quite evident that while John is not noble he does lead a life that would be considered a success in his time. In order to be considered a tragic hero he must also have a flaw that leads to his downfall, his downfall results in an increased awareness or discovery, and a sense of catharsis is evoked from the audience. If these three characteristics are proven to be present in John Proctor, it also proves that John is a tragic hero.
Many people argue that John Proctor’s tragic flaw is lust due to his affair with Abigail. The affair is what prompted Abigail to accuse John’s wife Elizabeth of being a witch because she believed that Elizabeth was keeping John from being with her, which lead to the eventual death of John. However, lust does not explain John’s refusal to become involved in the trials before his wife was accused when he knew that Abigail was lying. It seems that a more appropriate flaw would be selfishness; it encompasses both his lechery and the previous example. Furthermore, it provides a better explanation for his demise. It was not the act of adultery but his reluctance to admit to it and accuse Abigail of being a fraud that lead to him hanging from the gallows. Abigail told him that her accusations “had naught to do with witchcraft”, but even when Elizabeth pleads with John to go and tell the court he refuses because there is “no proof” (Miller 53). It is clear that John does not want to accuse Abigail of witchcraft, but why? From the start of the play it has been obvious that John places a great importance on his reputation; he states that “we vote by name in this society” (Miller 28) and that he cannot live “without [his] name” (Miller 143). By accusing Abigail of lying he runs two risks; she is considered “a saint” and accusing her could make him look bad and soil his name or by accusing her his lechery could be made public, again soiling his name. John is reluctant to accuse Abigail because he is afraid doing so will ruin his name even though his silence means that innocent men and women will hang. This quiet act of supreme selfishness is where the outcome of the play is really decided; John’s fate sealed. It was his last chance to act before Elizabeth was accused of witchcraft, which discredits John because it now looks like he is just trying to save his wife. While John Proctor hung for wizardry, it is evident that selfishness was his real flaw.
While John certainly was a flawed man, the events in The Crucible eventually lead to him realizing and overcoming his selfishness, though it is too late to save his own life. The first key example of Proctor acting in a selfless manor is during the court hearing where Mary Warren admits that she was lying about witchcraft and so is Abigail.  However, when Abigail and her girls start to act like they are being frozen and Marry starts to falter it becomes clear that the only way John can prove Abigail is lying is to admit to adultery. While he waited till all else failed before doing so, he still does it; John Proctor “rung the doom of [his] good name” in a last attempt to prove that his wife and all the other accused are innocent and that Abigail is a lying “harlot” (Miller 111). He finally puts others before himself. While it was an admirable act of selflessness, it was also a desperate last attempt to prove his wife’s innocence. John displays a far more convincing act of selflessness later on when Danforth, Parris, and Hale try to convince him to admit to witchcraft in exchange for his life. At first his selfishness wins over; he acknowledges that “it is evil, and I do it!” (Miller 138). However, he refuses to accuse others of witchcraft, saying “They think to go like saints. I like not to spoil their names” (Miller 141). When Danforth reveals that he plans to show the entire town the document Proctor signed saying he admits to witchcraft, Proctor tears up the document.  When given a choice between life and death, Proctor chose death so that his friends could die as saints. However, some argue that he acted not out of selflessness but out of pride, that he could not bare to befoul his name by lying to save his life. When asked why he would not give Danforth the document, he even says “Because it is my name!” (Miller 143).  However, John already admitted to lechery which demonstrated that he was willing to sacrifice his name to save Elizabeth, and he admitted to witchcraft showing he was willing to sacrifice his name to save himself. Considering his previous willingness to sacrifice his name it is unlikely that pride kept him from turning over the document. A more logical explanation would be that he was willing to sacrifice his name to save himself, but when it became clear he would also “blacken [his friends] when this [document] is nailed to the church the very day they hang for silence”, he could not do it (Miller 143). Proctor even says that he is “not worth the dust on the feet of them that hang” (Miller 143). Because he believes that the reputations of those that hang are worth more than his life, he makes the ultimate sacrifice so they can die with honor. In his final hours it becomes clear that John Proctor has discovered how to act selflessly.
Even though John meets the previous two characteristics of a tragic hero, in order to be one he must also evoke a sense of catharsis from the audience. In order to create this sense of catharsis, Miller uses character development, a punishment that greatly outweighs the crime, and John’s eventual acceptance of his punishment. At the start of the novel, Proctor is introduced as “respected and feared”, but also “a sinner … against his own vision of decent conduct” (Miller 20). As the play continues we see his lechery is exposed, possibly causing more resentment to build up in the audience. However, when his wife’s life is threatened John’s reaction, to “fall like an ocean on that court” and his willingness to risk everything to save his wife shows that Proctor has a soft side as well (Miller 78). While not everyone may love John Proctor, he is by no means portrayed as evil and is one of the only voices of reason during the witch trials. By using him as the voice of reason, Miller paints him as one of the few “good guys” in Salem. The “good guy” is sentenced to death, tortured, and eventually hung for his crime of defending his wife. However, the real crime that he is being punished for is giving into his lust and having an affair with Abigail. Everybody makes mistakes and has a moment of weakness every now and then; it is hard to argue that what John is forced to go through is an appropriate punishment. So far, John Proctor is a hypocritical, feared and respected man who loves his wife and risks everything to save her, and in return is tortured and killed. In addition to this, Miller sends Proctor to his death willingly after choosing to die rather than soil the names of the others that were accused. Even if you hate John Proctor it is hard to not feel at least a small amount of pity for him, and it is clear that Miller’s intent is that the audience does feel that pity for Proctor. According to Aristotle’s definition, an “action that is serious or noble … will succeed in arousing pity and fear in such a way as to accomplish a catharsis” (Catharsis). John’s last act, already established as being noble, combined with the pity the audience is already meant to feel to evoke a sense of catharsis from the audience after Proctor’s death. Miller develops John as a character and the plot of The Crucible in an undeniable attempt to leave the reader feeling cathartic by the time the curtain closes and John is left hanging.
While John Proctor is not always likable, he has all the characteristics of a tragic hero. He is a respected man who, while selfish and certainly not perfect, was leading a successful life until the witch trials started. His selfishness is his tragic flaw which leads to his eventual demise, but on the way down John realizes his own flaws. In an act of extreme courage, John Proctor goes to the gallows with both a name and actions that he can be proud of; he truly dies a hero’s death.
Works Cited
"Catharsis." The New Princeton Encyclopedia of Poetry and Poetics. Princeton: Princeton University Press, 2012. Credo Reference. Web. 28 October 2012.
Miller, Arthur. The Crucible. New York, NY: Penguin, 1996. Print.

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

The Birthmark and Rappaccini's Daughter

Brendan McMorrow
Mr. Barnes
+  English III
25 September 2012
The Birthmark and Rappaccini's Daughter
            Society is constantly telling us that we are not good enough. It is hard to go anywhere without seeing an ad selling something that would make you a better person, whether it be makeup to make you look better or a drink that helps you lose weight. WIth all of this pressure to become a more perfect version of yourself, it is easy to lose sight of what really matters. In the romantic stories The Birthmark and Rappaccini’s Daughter, Hawthorne explores the dangers of trying to create a perfect human in an attempt to illustrate that our imperfections do not make us bad, they make us human.
            In The Birthmark, Georgiana is described as “nearly perfect from the land a Nature”, her only “visible mark of earthly imperfection” being a birthmark on her cheek (Birthmark 2). This one “defect”, as her husband Aylmer calls it, drives him to concoct a potion that would remove the mark from Georgina’s cheek. If he were to succeed, he would have created something almost inhuman; a perfect human. In fact, in a Bioethics seminar with scholars from around the country, it was noted that “to remove the birth-mark, [is] to remove mortality itself” (Whitaker n.p.). Aylmer is trying to create something more than human. Georgina is reduced from a human and wife to on object to be perfected, it is obvious that Aylmer cares more about her looks than he does about her. His desire to perfect her eventually leads to her death; only when she is gone does he realize what he has done. He “flung away the happiness which would have woven his mortal life of the selfsame texture with the celestial” (Birthmark 12). By trying to perfect his wife, he sacrificed the years of joy him and her could have had if he overlooked her minor physical flaw and saw her for the beautiful women that she is.
            Another of Hawthorne’s stories, Rappaccini’s Daughter, also revolves around man trying to create a human better than nature has. When doctor Rappaccini’s daughter Beatrice was born, he used a plant from his garden to both make her “beautiful as the day”, but also “filled [her] veins with poison” (Rappaccini’s 16). Her breath kills bugs and flowers, and it infected Giovanni, her lover, with the same poison that runs through her veins. As Dr. Millington from Smith colleges observes, Beatrice’s own father “erase[s] Beatrice as a human being and reduce[s] her to the object of an experiment” (Millington n.p.). It becomes obvious that Beatrice is regarded by her father as an opportunity to perfect nature rather than as his daughter, a human being with feelings and emotions. While it is her lover Giovanni who is directly responsible for her death by offering her an antidote that would supposedly cure the both of them, the blame for her death can only fall on her fathers shoulders, for he was the one that poisoned her. Instead of regarding his daughter as a daughter and something to be loved he viewed her as an object of experimentation. Once again, the happiness that comes from a loving relationship is sacrificed in order to try to perfect something that has no need to be perfected.
            In both of these stories men try to perfect naturally created women, and both cases lead to the woman’s death. Aylmer’s obsession with Georgina’s imperfection and Rappaccini’s obsession with science cause both men to lose sight of what is really important. If Aylmer had been content with the mortality of his wife, and Rappaccini of his daughter, then both the men and the women would have lived much happier lives. However, the temptations of creating something more than human were too great. Aylmer went so far as to convince his wife that her birthmark was a horrible defect, and that it would be better to be dead than to let it remain on her cheek. Beatrice eventually risked her life to reverse her father’s experiment, and it ended her life. While both have a slightly different ending, the main message remains the same. We were created the way we are for a reason and attempting to create the perfect human does more harm than good.
            Even though both stories were written in the 1800s, the underlying message in each remains true to this day. In our society we are constantly bombarded by advertisements that try to make us look better, become stronger, lose weight, or any other improvement that you can think of. Being told everyday that who we are is not good enough, perhaps we all should heed Hawthorne’s idea that nature created us with imperfections for a reason; it is our imperfections that make us human.